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Post by cestlamort on Feb 8, 2016 23:11:18 GMT -6
Hi I'm Nate.
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Post by cestlamort on Feb 8, 2016 23:16:15 GMT -6
I DECORATED A CUPCAKE WITH RED ICING AND THEN PUT BONE-SHAPED SPRINKLES ON IT AND CALLED IT THE MOUNTAIN OF HUMAN BONES BUT OH NO OF COURSE I DONT NEED TO SEE A PSYCHOLOGIST.
-or you know when I almost have a mental break down every time I look down at my chest and see it isn't flat-
-or when i scratched myself to the point of bleeding when my mom made me angry-
-or when I'm tempted to take a knife and slice the skin of my arm open because it would look cool-
-or when my head is actually so foggy that my eyes cant focus-
Haha.
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Post by cestlamort on Feb 8, 2016 23:17:49 GMT -6
I just got really depressing there and I should probably get ready for bed.
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Post by cestlamort on Feb 8, 2016 23:22:06 GMT -6
My mom keeps saying she'll get me a councillor but every time I ask she says that she's been too busy to make an appointment.
I get that she's trying to get over an addiction but she's been off work for three months and the only thing she's really required to do is go to meetings. She can't make a ten-minute phone call for someone that might actually also need a bit of help?
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Post by cestlamort on Feb 9, 2016 21:01:50 GMT -6
Okay no You don't forget about me for seven months and show up at my school to help me with my leadership project.
YOU JUST DONT FUCKING DO THAT
And then you offer to fUCKING WORK ALONGSIDE ME LIKE NO BUT
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Post by cestlamort on Feb 9, 2016 21:02:52 GMT -6
wE DONT EVEN GO TO THE SAME SCHOOL ANYMORE
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Post by cestlamort on Feb 9, 2016 21:04:52 GMT -6
On a completely different note my mom was v nice and bought some earl grey
And bought me some poster board for my LA project
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Post by cestlamort on Feb 9, 2016 21:07:39 GMT -6
Ohhhhh my gosh I do not have Eine klein Nachtmusik ahha this is my favourite
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Post by cestlamort on Feb 12, 2016 8:21:19 GMT -6
Ahhhhh its a wonderful Friday morning and my sister is arguing with my mom about batteries :)
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Post by cestlamort on Feb 12, 2016 8:23:20 GMT -6
But wait I'm going to be so busy BC I was stupid and left a book report we had three months to complete until now haha
Oh mom no you did not just go back downstairs
F*ck
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Post by cestlamort on Feb 14, 2016 12:35:14 GMT -6
Hahah I've still got that book report but no guess what let's spend two hours watching Kill Your Darlings.
but it was a nice movie and my thoughts are basically as follows: vbvbxcuuuuuurtf5gttggedrftguhyjujujhyuhyj7yhuytretyht edrftguyhjytgfderftguyjh
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Post by cestlamort on Feb 14, 2016 17:14:37 GMT -6
well fuck you :)
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Post by cestlamort on Feb 14, 2016 19:37:58 GMT -6
Ahhhh it's Valentine's Day but I'm single like you would not believe. But then again I'm only 13 so I shouldn't be worrying about such things. It's difficult not to when 80% of your class has had at least one s/o though. xD
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Post by cestlamort on Feb 14, 2016 19:39:55 GMT -6
And then there's my friend who now goes to a different school who has had like 8+ boyfriends just in the past year
Oftentimes she had more than one at a time Like whoever she was dating was aware of it but still
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Post by cestlamort on Feb 14, 2016 19:42:55 GMT -6
bUT I'm starting to think maybe I still have a crush on this one guy from elementary school even though I like never see him except for the winter school play things because his little brother still goes to my school.
My other friend thinks he's gay but I'm like PARTIALLY-CLOSETED TRANSGUY! I STILL HAVE A CHANCE! :D I have contact with one of his friends would it be weird if I asked if he had an instagram
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