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Post by BeatsMetalli on Apr 23, 2017 7:33:20 GMT -6
I liked previous gif i had for my avatar but i like this one even better LMAO-
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Post by BeatsMetalli on Apr 23, 2017 8:05:14 GMT -6
Why do i always talk like i'm learning english and my main language is a foreign one... I skip words, misspell alot, and my punctuation isnt great.
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Post by BeatsMetalli on Apr 23, 2017 14:34:01 GMT -6
k good luck with that bitch.
(not directed to anyone on here fyi)
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Post by BeatsMetalli on Apr 23, 2017 14:35:30 GMT -6
Fyi if I ever vent or get angry on here its never directed to anyone on this site.
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Post by BeatsMetalli on Apr 23, 2017 14:37:41 GMT -6
Oml there is so many bees and hornets outside right now HELP ME
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Post by BeatsMetalli on May 9, 2017 21:20:23 GMT -6
Guys how can you tell if you're in an abusive friendship? I need serious help...
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Post by BeatsMetalli on May 9, 2017 21:24:57 GMT -6
A friend I've had for over a year now... Well all we do is fight anymore. It seems. And I cant tell whichever of us is playing victim here, but whenever I bring up a particular harmless subject thats an interest of mine she gets absolutely angry over it. She claims it gives her PTSD but there are plenty of worse things that happened to her that should be triggering any of that instead. Yet she always gets to rub all of her interests and talks about her life all the time and how miserable her life is, but whenever I talk about my problems they are rarely regarded or "not as bad in comparison." Now shes calling me a spoiled brat because I'm not doing everything that makes her 100 percent comfortable and that I have had zero hardships in my life, which last time i recall isnt true.
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Post by BeatsMetalli on May 9, 2017 21:27:35 GMT -6
And ever since she got a girlfriend she barely seems to regard me as much as she did. I'm always a third wheel now. Yet she claimed we're always good friends and that she was only trying to do the best for me. I just feel so guilt tripped all the time... i dont even know. I just am to a point where i have no idea what to even say to her anymore. She always seems happier when i'm not around anyways. And i do tend to feel stressed around her.
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Post by BeatsMetalli on May 10, 2017 6:59:02 GMT -6
Yeah, things have just seemed to go so downhill lately... I think I just need to take a long break from her. And a long break this time. I've tried to take breaks before but I just kept coming back too quickly every time. But now this time I think I should try a few weeks or even a month. We're pretty much not doing each other any favors if we keep acting this way towards each other
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Post by BeatsMetalli on May 11, 2017 9:18:22 GMT -6
Oh yes, just when I was starting to get destressed my parents have to bomb me with the notion "no more going on the phone at night." and basically arguing behind it behind my back. being a 17 year old in communist russia is fun hahhh
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Post by Tikoaztite on May 11, 2017 17:22:06 GMT -6
This is completely unrelated to literally everything here (i wish you super duper good luck though!) but your icon.... i've been staring at them for the past five minutes...
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Post by BeatsMetalli on May 11, 2017 19:03:36 GMT -6
Ohh trust me The Spine has that effect on people LMAO-
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Post by Tikoaztite on May 11, 2017 19:38:39 GMT -6
that fedora looks a little bit like it was photoshopped on tho
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Post by BeatsMetalli on May 11, 2017 20:01:27 GMT -6
Lmao that's probably because of the technique The Spine uses; it's like a robotic pantomime technique so he can perfectly can keep one part of himself still while moving another part of his body, like a robot. Basically the band he's in; they're all like that. Honestly watching one of their music videos is extremely entertaining and eye-catching, lol. They're really good at what they do.
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Post by BeatsMetalli on Jun 15, 2017 11:59:15 GMT -6
i just don't know what i'm doing anymore i've lost the ability to feel happy about things, or more like the ability to feel anything at all all i feel is anger or grief and i'm sick of it sorry for the sudden emo rant but i don't know where to talk about this stuff
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