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Post by BeatsMetalli on Apr 19, 2017 21:34:14 GMT -6
My brain hates the new diet i'm trying to put it on. It goes straight to zero when it sees even just a piece of candy.
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Post by BeatsMetalli on Apr 19, 2017 21:35:16 GMT -6
When you want human interaction yet as soon as you say Hi your brain wants to shut off and retreat.
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Post by BeatsMetalli on Apr 19, 2017 22:25:34 GMT -6
Even though I'm not big into that Bendy and the Ink Machine I still would like to try to make a plushie of the main character.
totally not doing it for deviantart views
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Post by BeatsMetalli on Apr 20, 2017 9:43:51 GMT -6
Welp I went from 136 yesterday to 135 today. Slow and steady, but my brain wants me to keep rushing.
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Post by BeatsMetalli on Apr 20, 2017 16:09:17 GMT -6
It's a good thing I watched that one "why I don't do face reveals" video. That really opened up something to remind myself, even if it wasn't the whole point. If you want to lose weight, do NOT starve yourself. Stay on a low carb high protein diet. You want to eat a healthier diet, not hurt your body. Nonetheless, you're fine the way you are, but if you want to feel healthier then give your body the right food, not no food at all.
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Post by BeatsMetalli on Apr 20, 2017 16:36:37 GMT -6
And before you have an anxiety attack thinking you can NEVER have anything with a little extra carbs or sugar, its okay to have it once in a while. Or devot having your low carb high protien for the weekdays, and then have a treat on the weekends.
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Post by BeatsMetalli on Apr 20, 2017 16:50:03 GMT -6
Having addictions to pleasures suck.
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Post by BeatsMetalli on Apr 20, 2017 16:52:00 GMT -6
But that feeling when no one outside your couple friends knows what Steam Powered Giraffe is. Those guys really need more coverage...
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Post by BeatsMetalli on Apr 20, 2017 16:53:34 GMT -6
SPG has brought me out of forms of depression. Honestly nowadays I feel alot more better about myself, even if I do have anxiety once in a while I am still pushing through. With the help of their music.
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Post by BeatsMetalli on Apr 20, 2017 16:54:29 GMT -6
I can't even really stand listening to my old music I listened to whenever I was angry, scared, or sad... It just leaves this gnawing feeling on my heart whenever I do. And the songs about hating people... just no.
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Post by BeatsMetalli on Apr 20, 2017 16:55:33 GMT -6
SPG is literally my motivation for everything that I feel I couldn't do before.
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Post by BeatsMetalli on Apr 20, 2017 18:06:41 GMT -6
I'm going as the Spine for the con this year. Honestly even IRL RPing as a character helps me get out of my social anxiety. I can honestly socialize easier being in the mindset of someone else.
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Post by BeatsMetalli on Apr 20, 2017 21:17:37 GMT -6
OMG IM WATCHING THE CON I WENT TO LAST YEAR ON A PERSONS BLOG AND APPARENTLY THERE WAS SOMEONE COSPLAYING AS RABBIT ON THE DAY I WASNT THERE OH MYFUCUCUCUCICIOXOXXOCICKJCNDDNDKSLPAZKB\ksoaisbzux
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Post by BeatsMetalli on Apr 21, 2017 14:29:44 GMT -6
The caption for the Roleplaying category here tho...
"Roleplay all your wildest fantasies here."
I don't think you want to know my wildest fantasies... @-@
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Post by BeatsMetalli on Apr 21, 2017 20:08:36 GMT -6
Erm... Is there a reason the location thing at the top of the phone screen activates once in a while? It does it at random.
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