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Post by cestlamort on Mar 15, 2016 22:16:35 GMT -6
Well, I mean irl at least.
I trust the other rainbowlords admins v much but whenever I need to talk they're having a conversation and I don't want to interrupt.
Aaaaannnd then usually I resort to other coping methods which wouldn't be considered coping by most people.
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Post by cestlamort on Mar 16, 2016 7:08:08 GMT -6
Screams because I'm being refered to as Arthur and she keeps referring to herself as Francis and they're OTP for both of us and
I have no idea tbh.
I mean,
I'm pretty gay.
As in
homosexual
As in
I like guys.
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Post by cestlamort on Mar 16, 2016 7:11:01 GMT -6
It's funny though because for once I'm actually looking forward to the actual writing part of writing rather than the posting part.
I'm supposed to update today as well
Or since I just have the first chapter up and not many readers should I just postpone the posting until I've written further ahead?
Tenth chapter-ish?
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Post by cestlamort on Mar 16, 2016 7:17:04 GMT -6
cries because school cries because I don't live in Europe cries because I can't go anywhere without parental supervision because my parents are basing my life on how their parents parented them and they couldn't go anywhere alone until they were fourteen. cries because I know they'll hate me for moving to Europe and probably forgetting about them accidently and just winding up in a house looking at a blank word document for days on end. cries because I'm not in a cafe cries because it's not raining outside cries because my school full out lies and says it has a faster paced curriculum when we're actually behind most schools. cries because my school also full out lies about the amount of extracurriculars it has and goes so far as to list extracurriculars it had five years ago but has since gotten rid of.
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Post by cestlamort on Mar 16, 2016 7:18:47 GMT -6
See I like mysterious quotes and eerie songs but I joke around and laugh a lot and stuff?
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Post by cestlamort on Mar 16, 2016 7:24:02 GMT -6
I just realized that I know more about my friends than they know about me.
As a group they've all shared things they're struggling with and then there's me who doesn't talk and one of them asked me if I was selectively mute multiple times.
Nahh I just have this thing where I don't trust anyone I know in real life and see frequently because then they might avoid me or use that information against me. So, in short, my parents, teachers, any other adults I know, my sister, and my entire school.
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Post by cestlamort on Mar 16, 2016 7:32:04 GMT -6
Oh yes i had a dream last night and the Guren no Yumia violin cover by Taylor Davis played :3
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Post by cestlamort on Mar 28, 2016 16:52:10 GMT -6
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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Post by cestlamort on Mar 28, 2016 16:55:16 GMT -6
I really hope he goes to the same high school as me
If he doesn't I will cry
---irrelevant but apparently he's Austrian so bonus right there---
But how to contact
I have an aquaintance who happens to be his friend so way no. 1 right there
Way no. 2 is become a computer hacker
Way no. 3 is randomly pop up at his school
Way no. 4 is wait until we bump into each other in public
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Post by cestlamort on Mar 28, 2016 16:56:31 GMT -6
I will also cry if my friends have an inaccurate gaydar
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Post by cestlamort on Mar 28, 2016 17:01:34 GMT -6
I just realized I'm Roderich oh my god
Or
Like
[crackship warning!]
Roderich's and Alfred's child
#IWARNEDYOU
Either that or Roderich's and Glibert's
-----------------because I'm awesome------------------------
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Post by cestlamort on Mar 28, 2016 17:13:02 GMT -6
Reason no. 1: Music Reason no. 2: Egotistic Reason no. 3: Puts enjoyable activities ahead of work Reason no. 4: LOOK AT MY FACE TBH I'M RODERICH Attachment DeletedReason no. 5: Pretty aloof but can be extroverted Reason no. 6: Unpopular opinion no. 1: The German language is pleasant to the ear Reason no. 7: Headcanon no. 1: Pretty decent at math honestly Reason no. 8: Cafes Reason no. 9: Headcanon no. 2: Books Reason no. 10: 95% of my friends are dirty minded Reason no. 11: Short temper Reason no. 12: Expresses self through art {writing}
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Post by cestlamort on Mar 28, 2016 17:26:01 GMT -6
CHOCOLATE
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Post by cestlamort on Mar 28, 2016 17:27:03 GMT -6
I choked on my chocolate ow
Also barbecues smell good (??)
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Post by cestlamort on Mar 28, 2016 17:28:23 GMT -6
o WAIT I CAN GUITAR BECAUSE MY MOMS AT WORK AND NOT SLEEPING YUS
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